Paradise Awaites

SO STOKED

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 18:48:54 GMT

Cali with his family to see my boy & Jared graduate from the Marines= 3 months
Harrison's PROM= 2 months
Tennessee= 4 months
COLLEGE= 4 months
Summer= 2 months

God is Amazing and right now I am so content with my life. CHURCH WAS AMAZING LAST NIGHT! I have totally turned around everything that has happened to me. The good and the bad. I just have counted it as a blessing in disguise. I know that everything happens for a reason and that I no longer am going to be worried about anything. I'm loving this new journey that I am on....

ITS NOT GOODBYE : (

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 18:46:38 GMT

This isnt GOODBYE baby just a SEE YOU LATER. I just wish you werent leaving me, but dont worry about me baby you already stole my heart. I can already tell this is a start of something beautiful......

I wouldnt CHANGE A THING

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 17:31:45 GMT

If I had to do it all again
I wouldn’t take away the rain
Cuz I know it make me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I’ve learn so much from my mistakes that’s how I know he is watching me

[Bridge]
Nobody knows what life may bring
It might make you happy it might make you sad
Sometimes yeah but I know there’s a reason for everything (but I know)
That’s why I keep believing
Whatever is meant to be its going to be

Its so true and I just need to start to let God lead my life because he knows everything and has already planned my life out, so i just need to quit trying to take the reins and let him have them.

What day is it??

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 17:53:01 GMT

I have been so busy lately that I cant even keep track of what day it is anymore. Everything is just flying on by. Its kinda weird and all, but its very exciting at the same time. I CANT WAIT until SB 2005 its gonna be off the hook!!! I have been workin my butt off lately with work and all but its good cuz I am making that money lol. Its weird to notice that everything is going to change. I really cant wait for summer though thats goin to be the best. Its going to be our last summer before college!!!!!! COLLEGE wow cant believe it! OMG It feels like I just started High School!!! W.e its life anyways I went down or should i say up with the girls to visit Anthony up at FSU that was tight. Its the second time we have gone up there, and its cool that everyone was nice and welcoming. Met some cool guys and girls so thats always sweet. I wasnt going to dorm my first year of college but I really think that I just might. It seems like the best idea. So now that I have figured that out I just have to figure out what college I am going to. Its between Oakland u, State, Central, or U of M Dearborn. But in the end I guess its just God's decsion where I go. lol anyways I have to get back to work and all but since I havent updated in a while I just thought that I would.

PLEASE JUST SHUT UP

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 17:34:30 GMT

I HATE (I dont hate I DISLIKE) Girls cant stand them and never could! Seriously I am so sick of the drama and everyone being so FAKE even when I am not even in HIGH SCHOOL there is still DRAMA. Seriously I only have about four girl friends that actually keep it real 24/7(Lindsey, JoJo, Renita, and Jessie) If you seriously have something to say about me please say it to my face and not behind my back because it will always come back to me. But on a lighter note things are great right now...I got two jobs (WE'RE CHAMPIONS JOJO), living with the Grams is off the hook, workin with my girl is off the hook, and my boy is amazin! Seriously I cant wait until our Champion breakfeast its gonna be OFF THE CHAIN!! Lovin life, so yah until than kiddies paradise awaites

Annoyed and SCARED

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 03:12:15 GMT

Things have been crazy lately and I really wish at one point in my life I could actually feel like everything is goin to be okay. I am about to make one of the biggest steps of my life tomorrow and for some reason I am scared out of my mind. I wish I had answers to a lot of things...IT would be so much easier for me. Its sad....everythings sad...and maybe I should start to go tanning because seriously I heard it really helps depression...something to do with your endorphins I dunno. Anyways, Lifes intresting and things can always get worse which suckz. Anyways I gotta finish up some biz...this will prolly be one of my last entrys for a while depending on what happens...w.e.
UNTIL THEN PARADISE AWAITES!

You FOUND Me

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 17:23:29 GMT

He makes me SO HAPPY!!! : ) awwh...I guess its true what they say you have to get through all the bad apples to find the good, and I think I might just have. Hes Amazin and for right now I am content!

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 05:40:49 GMT

OFFICALLY DONE...NO MORE NORTH! I dunno hasnt really hit me yet. I guess I am happy and all but like I am gonna miss people who I wont hang out with outside of school. O well.....I've been thinkin lately about a lot of things. I am TOTALLY FED UP WITH GUYS at the moment and it seems like every guy that approaches me or looks at me I get this feelin of like O GOD HERE WE GO lol. Like New Years I was kinda mean to a lot of guys just cuz of a certain past relation ship. It has kinda put a damper on the way I view boys (all the relation ships, and dating is all the same! Every boy is THE SAME). I am sick of being the nice girl who always gets the shaft. I just want respect and someone to treat me well. I have been through enough crap as it is. O WELL I guess I need to be patient and have God bring that someone into my life. Right now its gonna take A LOT for me to start to trust boys, or to give someone a chance. I am not settling for less anymore and my standards are HIGH. AHHH W.E I am gettin mad just talkin or thinkin about boys so on to a new sub. Ummmmm SCHOOLSSSSSSS OUT FOR MEEEE yay score, woopdie freakin doo. I dunno how i feel anymore this entry is yet another pointless one and i am sick of typin.......

BROED

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 01:28:41 GMT

So kiddies, whats goin on?? I think that a whole bunch of us should get together and go sledding! It would be grand ol times..so let me know when you get the time. Ummm Sam we still got to get together the whole lil freshman clique thing before break is over. It would be fun times just like homecoming kinda lol. Anyways I am bored and shawn is a loser lol jk. So anyways now he is yelling at me because i used internet explorer wow. LOL yah hes quite the intresting one. This was really gay and I dont know when the next time i will be updating cuz a lot is about to go down, but I guess right now it is just in the hands of God. I dunno anymore about proj Jan, I thought I did but I guess not anymore. Lindsey just to let you know I am still going through with what we talked about because he is not even going to be here anyways. Yah so sorry to all yall who dont know what I am talkin about. But yah ummmmm this was another pointless entry and yah...so until then kiddies paradise awaites!

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 01:50:57 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!!!! In case you guys didnt know its his b-day tomorrow, and thats the REAL reason for CHRISTMAS!

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RELIEVED

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 03:45:22 GMT

So its over...wow, all that preparing for a ten min presentation!! BYE BYE GOVERNMENT!! Yes I am so glad that its finally over, that class was a bia! Yah well anyways I am almost OFFICALLY DONE with HS!!! I go back Mon for finalz and then its BYE BYE NORTH until the senior all nighter! Wow kinda weird, but I am glad that its almost over. I wont have to stress over it anymore, but anyways a lot has been goin down and I just hope that God can shed some light on certain situations. But, I know hes got my back in what ever decison that I decide to make. I am glad that we are finally on break, and I can actually kinda relax. I really cant wait until new years either, dont know what i am doin for it yet but w.e it is i know that its gonna be fun! So anyways things are kinda confusing with certain things...My ex-boy and I broke up, and we are still "friends" but the thing is, is that we arent just "friends." We still act like we are goin out and all we just dont have a title on it. The reason why we broke up is cuz i was totally stressing, and he was kinda adding to the stress. And I already know that this is going to cause some drama in the near future for sure. And I also really hope that his ex stays away now that shes broken up with her boyfriend 2. AHHHhhhhhh its annoying. But anyways he left for Fl today to go and visit his family, I am gonna miss him, but i will see him when he gets back. Yah so Christmas is almost here, not really sure if i am excited about that or not. So many things are on my mind, and i guess i am not really in the "CHIRSTMAS" spirit. O well......until then paradise awaites

OHHH MY LANTA!!

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 03:53:21 GMT

So i havent updated in ages, and sooooooooooooo many things have gone on I dont even know where to start. For right now i am totally stressin cuz I am about to graduate and I need to study for finals, and do my final projects, plus make up make up tests that I have missed. Yah, well anyways today was awesome!! I slept in til about 10:30 cuz i was so stressin and I didnt want to go to school, so I just came in in 7th hr cuz i had to turn in some hw. SCHOOL= marjorly lame. Yah w.e so anyways after school i stayed after to take a government test or should i say "assesment." Joy to the freakin world for whoever decided to make that a class! Anyways so after that I came home cuz i didnt have to work, took a shower, picked up Kt and Vanessa, and headed over to Johannahs. TONIGHT WAS SUCH A FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNY NIGHT! It was a blast, i've missed those times and all. So it was great just to hang out with the girls, even though i was kinda in a poopy mood at one point but w.e i am not gonna let him bring me down. So anyways we went out to eat at Mongolian Barbeque and that was good times, we got WOOPIE CUSHIONS!! Never give them to teens! It was great!! Then after we left we decided to reek havic at the mall. We went around the mall pretending to fart and WOW THAT WAS AMAZIN! This one lady in pac sun was like EXCUSE YOU!!! In the most rude way ever!!! It was HALRIOUS!! It was great!!! lol I needed a night like this...so to break it down for you here is a few things that have happened that i havent updated...
1.I got back together with my ex, but now we are broken up again ha
2.My birthday happened
3.Thanksgiving
4.SCHOOLS AB0UT TO BE OVER
5.I start college
wow yah word anyways this was just another pointless entry but yah w.e

FRIENDS ONLY!

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 02:03:57 GMT

I am makin this friends only now, so if you want to to be added...comment